them..always them..

i miss them..

i seriously do (terasa masa nk nangis la pulak)..

i miss talking and laughing and dining and then talking..
gosshhh, i miss everything..

to be honest, i don't really have a close buddy here in WK..everyone in my team is doing their own work and minding their own business.
cukup masa, semua blk on time..
i pun sama..
i have few people yg i always lepak2 and chat kat oc selalu tapi tu je la..

i miss having a heart-to-heart conversation with my good/best friends.
and now that all of us are far apart, mcm makin susah je nk keep in touch with each other..




i kdg2 ada sms dgn Asmah, apparently she's the only one yg timing dia sama mcm i..maklumlah, dh jadi mak2 kan..tapi tu pun tak kerap mana, kang borak lama2 tiba2 anak panggil..kejap2 anak cari..she knows me, i know her..masing2 dh ada family commitment yg mmg 24 jam akan panggil kita..

Jem is in Aussie, doing her phd..
babe, i miss u..lepak2, mkn2, borak2 luahkan perasaan hati..
i always feel happy when i'm with u..kita kan sama..
dr minat, perasaan, semuanya lah..


i miss Fara, i have no idea of what she is doing now and where she is..Fara, aku rindu ko mung..

Zue akan pindah Kuantan..
walaupun masa Zue kat sini, we still couldn't find a date/time to hang out..sorry Zue..i truly am sorry for not being able to lepak2 dgn Zue..
i wish i could turn back time..

Wordless Wednesday 20

i miss u..i always do..

u are one of the best people in my life, a girlfriend who knows me better than i know myself (we are both born on the same date and year after all)

happy 27th birthday

i am officially 27 today..happy birthday to me...

and to my bestie Jamilah Shaari..i love u babe..

happy birthday to u and me..i heart u babe..

dear miss Jamilah Bt Shaari..

may u be blessed with all things great, be granted with lots of success..cepat2 la abis phd supaya aku blh panggil ko dr,jamilah..i'm always there for u (not through hp la, u know i'm not that alert when it comes to hp)..nanti ko dtg kl, kita ke tmpt fav ko iaitu sushi king sama2 ek, then ke starbucks cafe..pastu kita gossip2 psl rain ko dan rain aku (ko la penyebab aku minat rain)...i miss u babe..rindu sama2 masuk keja lewat, sama2 sakit kepala fikir nk lunch kat mana, sama2 fikir nak ngajar apa, sama2 fikir itu ini...sumpah rindu semua itu...

i heart these girls

i've been wanting to write about these people and now that i have some time i guess i should..i wanna write about these three ladies that have been so good, so supportive, so wonderful, and so great in my life..but why would i write about them? i miss them, that's my why..well, for those who know my life and its journey, they know that i do have many friends but i only have few whom are close to my heart..why? 
u see, my papa is a management officer at Malaysia Airport Holding Berhad (MAHB) ever since i was a little girl. he has been working in this airport sector for the past 30 years i  guess..so as one of the officers who have some sort of qualifications, he's always transferred from one airport to another depending on his term with the airport..so our family will always be on the move from one state to another..we have lived in penang, sabah, selangor, kedah (langkawi) because back in 80s and 90's the only international airports were in penang, sabah and selangor (KLIA was in the making back then)..the longest time period we had stayed in one place was three years then we had to move to another state. so me and my siblings had many schools in many states..i remember i had to attend three different schools when i was in my standard six..u see, i had many friends because i had many schools but i don't seem to be in contact with them any more..i don't know why..even now, i am at lost of communication with my secondary school schoolmates with the exception of  my husband who happens to be my schoolmate as well..
but as i ventured into my 20s, i've found people who are of great influence to me that i've vowed not to lose them..they are my coursemates and colleague. i guess as u get older, u know what life is and u start taking responsibility to make it last forever..i am thankful to be given the opportunity to meet these wonderful friends..

Jamilah Bt Shaari

Nik Zuriati Ratnadewi Bt Nik Mohd Nor

Siti Asmah Bt Johari

i love them as much as i love my family..we might not text or call each other often but deep inside, we know that we always have each other..