baby girl is 1..happy birthday..

baby girl is 1..

i'm one happy mum..

happy birthday Fatinah Zainab..

mama loves u with all my heart and soul..i will do everything to make u happy and healthy..

Alhamdulillah, you have achieved so many milestones before you even reached that one year age..your first teeth at 4 months old, your first crawl at 7/8 months old and your first baby steps at 10 months old..good job baby girl..

mama wishes you all the best..may you grow up healthily and happily..may u be blesses with never-ending love and support, great success and life..

we are proud of you..mama, papa and abang love you..you are our one and only Fatinah Zainab..bak kata nenek, adik ni lain dari cucu yang lain, adik ni penyeri, budak bijak, anak rezeki sebab cara adik jalan kaut rezeki..aminn, mudah-mudahan benar kata nenek ye adik..

rumah atau kindy? koleksi outdoor toys/rides

assalamualaikum semua..

how are you? i'm doing good here..still feeling happy being a SAHM, has no plan to start looking for jobs yet..hahaha..syok rupanya jadi SAHM..

and the kids have grown bigger and naughtier..they sure have lots of things to do around the house..petang-petang suka berjalan ambik angin depan rumah, walaupun takde angin mana sebab rumah mengadap matahari turun..panas lagi ada la..

semenjak si adik dh pandai berjalan, mamanya ni dah tak kisah nak bawa mereka jalan petang..bukannya apa, si abang tu pun kadang malas berjalan jadi ada masa dia nak berdukung..tak ke jenuh nak dukung 2 beradik tu..

budak 2 beradik ni kalau tak keluar dr rumah tak sah..kalau tak dpt keluar mesti macam serba tak kena..itu antara sebab petang-petang mamanya terpaksa rajinkan diri..bawa mereka jalan-jalan kejiranan atau just main dlm kawasan rumah..nasib baik rumah byk tanah, boleh la buat mini playground..

semua ni kami beli di warehouse sale atau balik beli kat bundle..yg slide+swing set tu beli di warehouse sale mydear, dpt la dlm 40% less..yang mainan mcm kuda tu, scooter tu kami beli di bundle kat kg..semua 4 mainan (kuda little tikes + scooter + tricycle + scooter ayahsu mereka) dlm rm130..tak ke murah tu? berbaloi..

kebanyakan barang kat bundle ni dari singapore..condition pun okay, in fact byk barang yang masih elok..jadi tak salah pun kami rasa beli brg bundle..kami dh belek sehabisnya sebelum beli sebab nak pastikan barang tu mmg elok..

ini contoh mainan kat bundle tu..sy ambikkan gambar untuk aunty sy sebab dia tak sempat nak singgah, kedai tutup cuti raya..

kebanyakan mainan ini dr jenama Little Tikes..mmg a well-known brand kan..basikal Little Tikes yg pink tu dia letak harga rm100 tapi boleh dpt rm60 kalau rajin kecek, dh try tu yg tau dpt tu..hehehe..tak ke murah tu..moh kita beli brg bundle, jimat dan elok..

ada yang tanya kenapa berbelanja sampai mcm tu sekali? saya dan suami punya pandangan yang biarlah berbelanja utnuk anak daripada kita berbelanja bagai nak rak untuk diri sendiri..itu pendirian kami suami isteri..lagipun tak rugi pun berbelanja untuk anak-anak kalau kita tau masa untuk membeli yang sesuai..beli time sale, takpun beli kat bundle macam saya 😜

lagipun sy takut la kan sekarang ni byk sgt kes culik budak..tak sanggup sy nak menghadapi semua itu jadi biarlah kami keluarkan duit sikit asalkan anak-anak ada depan mata kami..buat playground sendiri, boleh kami tengok anak-anak dengan senang hati..

what i am today

Assalamualaikum. apa khabar? harap sihat hendaknya..

i am doing fine here, still adjusting. i am now a stay-at-home mum, no longer a working mum. why? there's a story to tell but i guess there's no need to share it here. do i miss being a woman with a career? yeah. do i enjoy being at home? more than ever. i have 2 beautiful and wonderful kids who make me feel content with what i have and who i am. my husband has always been supportive, and most importantly he has always comfort me throught the ordeal. i can't thank him enough. he tried to make me forget about work related things, which i am thankful for. we were both worried but he was optimistic that everything will be okay. everyone was shocked with what happened to the company, but i guess that is why they say "you win some, you lose some". 

anyway, being at home is okay, no, it is the best. well, it is to me. i didn't feel this way when i stayed at home for about 1 year when my eldest was born. i was always unhappy and complaining every now and then. but this feels different. i am happy to be at home to watch over my kids. i think my husband once told me that i no longer complain about being stuck at home. i guess i have nothing to complain, i've got my hands full from sun-up to sun-down. i always find things to do. and now that i have 2 kids, i always feel the need to always cuddle and kiss them. i am now always on the phone, googling recipes. my eldest likes to eat, he loves seeing me using the oven. my youngest likes to munch, she has 4 teeth so she just wants to much and munch all she can. and they like being together.

oh, such a wonderful feeling. it truly is. 

i look forward to these everyday. they make my day brighter. 

WKESP RCS team

2 years, baru 2 tahun berkerja di Wolters Kluwer Cyberjaya..
rasa mcm 3 4 tahun, padahal baru 2 tahun..

apa pun, Alhamdulillah syukur masih punya pekerjaan, punya sumber rezeki yang tetap..
biarlah apa org nak kata pun kan, yg penting sy suka kerja sy..
biarlah gaji sy duk takuk lama lagi, tak naik2 dari mula2 kerja tapi sy bersyukur masih punya gaji..
biarlah jawatan sy mengelirukan ramai org, sy bersyukur sy masih punya jawatan/pekerjaan..
biarlah kerja sy agak stress dan redundant dan mundane, sy bersyukur sy masih punya tugasan..

this is our team, the RCS team (the Information Specialists, the Legislation Editors, and the Indexers and our Production Manager)..

Seema dh dinaikkan pangkat, she is now based in KL office..
she's one of the best boss ever,sgt memahami and cool, siap boleh offer nak antar sy ke hospital masa sy sakit nak beranakkan si Fatinah pastu kena marah sbb dtg keja) ..

Tham pun dh berhenti, Abel pun sama..yg lain masih setia menanti di sini..

mcm sy la kot..mcm payah je nak tukar kerja lain, malas sebenarnya..
sbb kerja sini best, flexible working hours yg sgtlah flexi which is great for working moms or dads..