Happy Birthday Hubs: 23 February

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday dear hubby..

happy birthday to you..

sebab hari ni dh 25Feb..

i hope you enjoy and appreciate all the treats that me and the kids had prepared..



birthday treat to Grand Lexis Port Dickson





birthday present: LG Nexus 5



maaflah kalo tak grand, ini je yg kami 3 beranak boleh sediakan..
we love u always...
you are our hero, and will always be..



to my HIGHSCHOOL SWEETHEART: happy 13th anniversary

happy 13th anniversary love

we survived 13 wonderful years together since 2001..we were just 17 when we met..and look at where we are now..isn't this wonderful? to me it is beyond wonderful..this is my fairy tale..


who would have thought that we could go this far, and be this strong..i think, we, somehow and somewhere, also thought that this relationship would end when we ended our schooldays..that was what we've been fed by those around us, telling us that this relationship won't last long because we because we are just a bunch of school kids who found love during schooldays and know nothing about love.. and hey, we proved me them wrong, don't we?


and who would've thought that you, the city boy, and me, the nomad girl, would make a great team..well, don't they say opposite attracts?


i love you..you are my knight in shining armor.. you helped me sort my life and provided me directions..you were there when the world chose to turn one eye on me..you strengthen my sense of independence and built my self-esteem..you showed me that life will never fail us if we have faith..you showed me life and love..and i am thankful for that..i do and forever will..


thank you..thank you for sticking, always by my side..i used to think that you were stuck but now i believe that you choose to be stuck with me..thank you for not regretting the choices that we made.. i knew that i have made so many foolish mistakes and decisions without consulting you, but you brushed my fear away saying that everything will be okay..thank you for putting me first, on top of others..you always put my best interest before yours..i am sorry that i can't do the same to you, though i tried so many times to put you before myself..i failed but you always said that it's okay, and you are happy that i tried..

thank you for always trying your best..
thank you..
thank you for always trying your best..you are the best man in my life..
you were my past, you are my present, and you will be my future..
thank you for not missing all the meaningful events in our life..
you were there, motivating me when i got scared of what will hapen after we finished school..
you were there, assuring me that i'll be just fine when i got my first job while waiting for SPM's result..
you were there, congratulating me when i got enrolled into UiTM..
you were there, comforting me when my family moved to Langkawi, Kota Kinabalu, then Kuala Krai..
you were there, supporting me while i struggled with homesickness and stress of studying..
you were there, asking me to do my best when i got my first permanent job..
you were there, encouraging me to fight till the end when i started my Master's degree..
you were there, nervous when your family came to "risik" me for you..
you were there, trembling with joy and fear when you said "aku terima nikahnya"..
you were there, beaming with joy when we did our first pregancy test..
you were there, telling me it's okay when i decided to quit my job..
you were there, being a man you could when i was in labour..
you were there witnessing the birth of our first child.
you were there, smiling when i was offered my current job..
you were there, telling me don't worry on my first day of working, the very same day we had to put our fist child in someone else's care.
you were there, smiling from ear to ear when we moved to our very own home..
you were there, again beaming with joy when we did another pregnancy test..
you were there, being a man i know you are, witnessing the birth of our second child..
and you are here, never letting me go and never wanting to miss any events we might have in the future..

i forgive you for sometimes getting on my nerves..you never understand the hidden message behind my silence treatments and my mood swings..you made me mad when you asked questions, and when you didn't really help with the kids because you were tired..i should have known that men are never good at remembering things and that i expect you to not fall in that category..silly me..i know that there is no such thing like a perfect husband and we both know that i am not the perfect wife you imagined i would be and you are not one too..but with all of that efforts and tolerance, you are almost there..despite all of my antics, you still think i'm cute and irresistible and you love me for that..

so please forgive me for sometimes hating you, blaming you for all the mishaps that had happened..

i love you..thank you for the wonderful 13 years..i know thank you isn't enough but thank you and thank you..i loved you yesterday, i love you today and i will love you like i always do tomorrow and forever..

to my husband, i couldn't promise you forever but i can definitely promise that you have me, forever with you..

i love you..

i do..

Wishlist#1

sejak dh makin tua ni dh makin dewasa dan matang ni, minat kepada barang yg lebih kedewasaan tu makin meninggi..perubahan hormonkah?

kalo muda remaja dulu, brand yg utk muda belia menjadi target utama..
sekarang ni, kami dh mula berminat kat brand yg lebih keperempuanan dan keibuan..
hahaha..apakah? kenapakah?
adakah naluri keibuan semakin meningkat?

nah, ni dia brg pertama yg kami terliur untuk tahun ni..
Coach Bleecker Cooper..

harga? tgk kat website coach rm1800 mcm tu la..memang akan pokai..makanya, without a doubt akan terus berada di dlm wish list smpai bila-bila la ni..tapi kan hubs ckp kwn dia blh tlg belikan kat us, dia boleh belikan bwh rm1000..and besides, dia ada colleague yg keja kat us..and plus, hubs tau kalo beli kat premium outlet sana mmg boleh dpt murah..kan hari tu dia borong persiapan raya kami anak beranak kat Texas..
tapi still akan buat kami pokai jugak walaupun boleh dpt bwh dr rm1000..

makanya, item ini akan tetap jadi wishlist je la..

bila anak-anak demam berjemaah

anak-anak demam.

waa, bila anak-anak demam berjemaah, mak bapak kelam kabut berjemaah..


dua hari sebelum raya cina hari tu si Firash dan Fatinah demam, Firash mmg demam panas..cek temp bdh dh 38++. apa lagi masuk ubat montot la.. then the body temp turun la sikit tapi mlm tu naik blk..Fatinah pulak temp tak berapa tinggi dlm 36, 37 mcm tu tapi kami still risau la.. mmg selalu monitor body temp budak2 ni je keja maknya ni ha..dh mcm nurse pulak, termometer tu duk bw hulu hilir..kejap cek temp adik, kejap cek temp abg.

tapi sebabkan abg dh besar, we didn't worry much..bukan la tak risau tapi mcm kurang sikit la sbb dh blh bw dia g klinik biasa je.. tapi adik kan baru 3 bulan, so kerisauan tu lebih la..kalo sakit je nk kena g cari klinik kanak-kanak jumpa paed, kami tak berani nk bw dia g klinik biasa..maknya ni berkeras nk g jumpa paed jugak. dh la nk raya cina, mmg tak dpt la nk jumpa paed adik sbb dia dh bercuti dh..makanya kami jumpa la paed abg..diorg ni paed lain-lain ye sbb adik still jumpa paed yg rawat dia masa dia lahir.. so makanya kami pun ke kajang la ke klinik pakar kanak-kanak dr.Saiful..ramai jugak org, mungkin sbb sekarang ni tgh musim budak/baby demam and mungkin jugak sbb dh nk raya cina kan..doc byk dh bercuti (mcm paed adik).. dr.Saiful ckp demam adik tak teruk, just batuk and selsema je..so he prescribed some meds for fever, flu and cough..he asked us to monitor Fatinah for few days..

dlm pada tu, kami pun ada usaha cara tradisional la..bukan g bomoh atau bidan ye, ni guna bahan semulajadi.. baca kat google, ramai ckp bwg putih elok utk legakan batuk berkahak.. kami pun cuba la..caranya ialah amik beberapa ketul bwg putih, bakar smpi hitam tapi jgn la smpai hangus..dh bakar tu, tumbuk tapi jgn la smpai lumat mcm nak masak tu..and then campurkan minyak masak..kami campurkan dgn olive oil je sbb dh mmg ada olive oil jadi guna la sbb nk abiskan olive oil ni.. then sapu la kat dada si adik..mmg adik berbau bwg ye..baju pun bau bwg.. nk kata dpt legakan batuk tu tak la, tapi kami perasan bila sapu bwg tu kat dada adik, mula-mula tu dia meronta tapi lepas tu dia senyap..tak lama lepas tu dia mcm ngantuk..mungkin sbb bwg kan panas, dh lama tu bwg tu ada kat dada dia, dia rasa sedap tu yg nk tido kot.. nk kata batuk tu hilang, tak jugak..Fatinah still batuk..yelah, batuk kan lmbt nk sembuh..tambah-tambah lagi bila dh berkahak.. kami juga bagi ubat yg paed prescribed..

and kami jugak mandikan anak-anak dgn air rebusan daun pokok bunga raya..ini petua dr ayah mentua..memang bila cucu-cucu dia demam, dia akan pesan suruh mandikan dgn air daun bunga raya.. caranya, rebus je daun bunga tu dlm periuk..bila dh mendidih, campur la dlm air mandian anak-anak..mandi je mcm biasa.. si Firash, kalo mandi dgn air ni, kejap je panas bdn dia turun..si Fatinah pulak kena mandi 2 3 kali jugak la baru suhu badan dia turun.. yang selebihnya ialah berdoa pd yg Allah..kita dh usaha kan, dh bw anak jumpa doctor, dh rawat guna bahan semulajadi.. Allah yg tentukan segalanya..

new stroller in the house: Baby Jogger City Select Double/Tandem

Assalamualaikum.. apa khabar semua? harap sihat lah hendaknya ye.. kami di sini Alhamdulillah sihat sentiasa..sy pun dh start keja dh.. rasa mcm lemau je nk g keja mengenangkan fatinah yg terpaksa ditinggalkan di daycare.. tapi apakan daya, demi sesuap nasi kena la tabahkan hati kan.. kali ni, sementara punya waktu lapang di ofis ni, sy nk bercerita tentang stroller baru kami..

yay, gembira yg sgt dpt beli stroller ni..biarlah pokai gile pun tapi asalkan dpt stoller idaman ni, mau tak pokai harga dekat 3k weh..lepas buat byr wish tu selama 2 bln tau tak anak-anak ku oii.. tapi takpelah, demi anak-anak.. so far, anak-anak memang suka stroller ni, mak dia lagi la..senang keja kami..takyah pening nk tolak dua stroller asing-asing. takyah pening nk dukung sorg sementara sorg lagi duk dlm stroller.. and parents boleh choose nak letak anak mcm mana..dua-dua facing dpn boleh, dua-dua faing mak bapak boleh, sorg facing dpn sorg facing mak pun boleh..facing each other pun boleh..syok kan..

setakat ni, kami cuma buat mereka facing kami je..sbb si adik kecik lagi kan..jadi bila dia nmpk muka mak dia yg tak berapa ayu ni, dia rasa selamat la.. kenapa kami beli tandem stroller ni? anak kami yg sulung tu mmg tak suka berjalan..abis lama dia berjalan pun 5 minit, lepas tu dia buat drama mintak kita dukung..ko sanggup ke dukung budak 19kg lama-lama? boleh patah pinggang..si adiknya pulak tak suka org dukung lama2..dia nk baring..jadi lupakanlah harapan nk guna sling wrap ke baby carrier ke sbb mmg dia tak mau..

ada org tanya kenapa tak beli asing-asing? beli je la lagi satu sbb dh ada sau kan..mcm ni la, kami ni berdua je..takde org gaji ke adik2 yg selalu ikut kami..jadi kalo kami ada dua stroller, makanya masing-masing kena handle satu stroller. kalo setakat jln2 biasa boleh la..cuba time nk g beli brg dapur, sape nk tolak shopping trolley tu..si Firash mmg takkan duk dlm trolley tu..confirm dia akan buat drama kat situ.. maka sbb tu la kami gagahkan diri beli baby jogger city select double ni..mmg la mahal benar, besar benar and berat tapi lama2 okay je..mmg la makan space, wish yg besar tu pun kami rasa mcm kecik je bila dh simpan stroller ni kat belakang..sebenarnya takde la besar mana, muat je masuk montot myvi (kena cabut tayar ye).. lagipun stroller ni blh je jadi single stroller..jadi takdelah istilah membazir bila anak-anak dh besar nanti, dh taknak duk dlm stroller ni.. so overall, mmg memuaskan hati..syok pun ada..si abg tu, masa mula2 beli, asyik nk duk dlm ni je..

kalo ada parents yg teringin tapi tak pasti nak ke tak, boleh la g parkson..ada jual kat parkson..boleh godek2 kat situ..yelah, kena test drive baru la tau kan sesuai ke tak..harga? tak sure pulak berapa kat parkson..kami beli kat kedai Fabulous Mom, masa tu tgh sale (from 3+++ jadi 2499) tu yg tak fikir pjg dh tu, terus beli dh walaupun lepas beli tu terus rasa sesak nafas sbb kena ikat budget..